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The Ready Set - Stays Four The Same Lyrics

Sun, 28 Jun 2009 02:57:07 GMT

I could've wrote down
every thought i've been thinking to myself all this past year.
I would've said in doubt
"Oh, I wanna make myself clear."
And baby - clearly
I need some balance in my ears right now
'Cause I've been freaking myself out
and I've been waking this whole town.

And then I turned myself inside out
la da da da da
And it's all about
the way your hips move
Side to side,
Left to right,
Guide me home tonight.
And I need a little more thunder, a little more lightning.
A little more you,
Be my lantern.
Help me shine on through.

So I said,
I, I gotta comb my brain for the words to say.
And if you don't feel right then it's a wasted night-
The price to pay is so, so high.
And the irony could be cut with a knife.
'Cause its my first chance.
But it's my last chance.

And then I turned myself inside out
la da da da da
And it's all about
the way your hips move
Side to side,
Left to right,
Guide me home tonight.
And I need a little more thunder, a little more lightning.
A little more you,
Be my lantern.
Help me shine on through.

Baby,
Well I gotta have you loving me tonight.
And when my world has become a whirlwind
Will you be my white flag?

Speed it up like sugar,
I'm a wreck and you know that I can't do a thing about it (about it).
Break it down,
I'm on my knees,
Baby take another chance, oh please.
I'm affordable, I'm trainable
When you're taking me out, I'm taking you in.

Speed it up like sugar,
I'm a wreck and you know that I can't do a thing about it (about it).
Break it down,
I'm on my knees,
Baby take another chance, oh please.
I'm affordable, I'm trainable
When you're taking me out, I'm taking you in.

I gotta migrate a catastrophe.
Stood strong,
It was the best for me.
My town is irrela-relavant.
Blue eyes match green lies.
Yeah!

And I need a little more thunder, a little more lightning.
A little more you,
Be my lantern.
Help me shine on through.
And I need a little more thunder, a little more lightning.
A little more you,
(Give me more of you)
Be my lantern.
(Give me more of you)
Help me shine on through.

Baby,
Well I gotta have you loving me tonight.
And when my world has become a whirlwind
Will you be my white flag?

wow.

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 00:39:10 GMT

i haven't been here in ages. but i felt.. i feel overwhelmed, and it's too much to write, so i find myself back at xanga. how long's it been.. at least a year. maybe less. most likely less. feels like forever. i feel like a whole part of me is reawakened now that i'm here. typing in this box, which has changed so much from how i last remember it. but the sequence, no different. im turning to music, and oh so tired of crying everynight. it's a little much when someone's mom calls you to help their child. and i don't even know how. she puts me in the hardfest situation. i'mtoo cold to type.

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 02:35:19 GMT

so people have been around and theyve been all aroundy. kinda outta the whole cyra jaeger tyler richins tyler hurt circle more into alan panama lakelyn poole and even moreso greg koutrelakos chris perkins ed higginbotham reeth dasgupta john restivo so on and so forth. i dont know what to do anymore, and yeah. so i'm in love...again. i guess. i just. i really think it's different this time. i really do. but then again. didn't i think it was different every time? goodness. but then like. its just a biiiiig issue. with not that many people with a lot of feelings and i'm stuck here being lil ol me wishing for a sea of moshi pillows and thornless roses to rain down upon me all sprinkled with the love of him. with every gentle ::knockoverhug:: onto a patch of grass, cloud, bed, couch, flowerbed, moshi pillow sea, into his arms. if only.

-a tear runs down her face, for she knows that wishes don't come true. for she knows that dreams are meant for sleeping. and she knows that she cant stay in his arms forever. and that she can't be held until the end of time. because she knows. she knows nothing lasts forever. so all she can do is think she's wrong. and wish and dream. even if they don't do a thing. hope. that she can be nothing. his nothing. and last.forever

you will NEVER know how many times
i`ve laid in my bed ALL night just thinking
about how MUCH you meant to me &&
how much i LOVE you. <3

i wanna be the girl that you see
& stop dead in the middle of a
conversation just to LOOK at.

you're the boy that doesn't make me go
" w O a h , b a B y ! "
when you walk by, but instead you leave me
completely s p E e c h l e S s . <3

i don`t know what it is about you,
but you got it and i want it <33

When you look at me, I can't help but smile.
When you look at her, she doesn't even notice.
When I hear your voice, my heart skips a beat.
When she hears your voice, she couldn't care less.
Even when I'm so angry I could cry, I want you to be there.
To her... you're just another boyfriend.
To me... let's just say I'd die to be in her shoes.

she moved on and& i feel sorry for you cause she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above all the others. she thought you were diffrent, she was wrong. youre just another guy to her now.

once youve crossed the line between liking
him and& being in love ; you cant go back < 3

you make me nervous.
thats never happened to me before
i keep second guessing myself and&
overanalyzing your every move

im not a jealous person. im just a girl
that would love to punch every other
girl that gives you a second look.

she's done dropping hints, figure it out
yourself, pretty boy.

unlock my heart,
you've got the key.

once you get something you want,
you have something to lose.

so there's this boy, and
he kinda stole my heart.

i have more feelings for you,
then any other girl ever will.

it's a mystery,the way he
looks at her,should be a
romance movie. <3

Beauty only gets attention;
Personality captures the hearts.

and he has this gorgeous smile
that i could look at all day long.

im addicted to the horrible pain
of wanting something so unattainable.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 22:45:25 GMT

soanywho- who else is like ima write a sonnet? im kind like blah. lotsa stuff running through emilys head. -_-. friends and their problems. my problems. just friends. some more. i mean. its a lotta stuff. but i guess. we gotta deal, eh? yeah. ive actually been doing quite well recently- i mean. i can only think of like, 2 problems im my current life, and one isn't even that big of a deal- lbowsveeyshtgoeocmwaenfy really. i tell ya. but i think emily needs to get her head on straight

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:43:55 GMT

omg im a sleepybutt--- ive had a kinda rough week, with tons of work and for the first serious time ever, being grounded. with paul sick and out of school, and personal drama, its kinda echy. but i thought id post here, because i feel xanga is being so neglected- sorrie. i still love you. and new layout. its kinda odd quote, but it hink the rest of it is kinda prettyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 00:35:22 GMT

omflip- so i went to the movies last night and it was like, awesome! it was sooo fun! it was all, im ago with alli and joce and alice. and so then there's donald and his two friends, jeff and nate. and thn there's paul and sara. and then theres tyler and courtney. and then we take up the whole row.. lotsa drama and seperation and stuffs, but it was okay in the end. went to allis and slept over and hung out there for the day.. fun stuff!!

i know the entry is like, uber short, but i dont really feel like going all into detail about this... ::sigh::

MARSHMALLOWS!

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 22:10:13 GMT

oh my goodness! i've been away from xanga for like, a week or so, and the whole thing entry thing changed! it's like, wow! you know? so yeah. how's everyone been? omgomgomg yesterday i went shopping and got all these marshmallows! they are AWESOME! but i need to go gum shopping! my mommy says we're going to go to CAPTAIN D'S today! i love captain d's! he rocks my socks off! him and his crazy fish. so yesterday, i put this pen into my new pencan, when i rearranged everything, and it accidentally pulled the scalpel safety cover down, and it stabbed me in the thumb, and now it hurts every time i press the space bar. and it's not even in the center! it's on the side, where you acutally use the thumb to press the button!! T_T so yeahh. so what's with this new annoyingad? they used to be like, "what celebrity is this?" and now it's like, "this is so freaky!" and it's like....err random.

laterr!!

marshmallow=love.
even moreso, moulin rouge=love.
i'm still in that obsession! it rocks!!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 22:29:01 GMT

myspace!!

http://www.myspace.com/xhugmefrombehind

as well as i have kept up with xanga, and i have always told myself i could never get myspace or livejounal or diaryland or anything, i seem to have lied to myself again.. but even though there are tons of memories left deep in the depths of my beautiful xanga, i may not be as wary of realiziation. i will leave it here, but i may not update as much. it seems much of the world has moved into myspace, and so it seems i am now part of the myspace revolution. i'll try to occasionally blog here if anything too interesting happens, but i may not as much-

much love to xanga- in simplicity, memories, and dependability. pCe

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 22:18:18 GMT

sorrie its late, but that's for tyler and john!!!! tyler -8th- john -9th- !! happie bdayy you awesome guys!! the best two i kno. my lover and my brother figure-- love you both bery bery muchhh pCe

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 20:52:48 GMT

1.) what is your name? emilyy

2.) what is your favorite color? black and redd

3.) do you have a boy or girl friend? yepp

4.) do you have a pet? nopee

5.) whats your favorite TV show? what i like about you

6.) whats your favorite kind of music? pop alt. rock techno dance

7.) what is your favorite band? evanescence

8.) what is your favorite song? it always changes! but around now might be looks are everything

9.) what color are your eyes? chocolate

10.) what color is your hair? dark dark brown with orangey

11.) what are you wearing right now? jeans and a white shirt

12.) what is your favorite sport? dance

13.) what is your favorite food? watermelon or strawberry bubble tea!!

14.) what are your biggest fears? bugs losing peoplee

15.) who is your best friend? prolly kat

16.) what is your favorite season? autumn

17.) what is your favorite holiday? halloween

18.) do you believe in god? nopee

19.) what color is your mattress? like. white

20.) do you still sleep with a stuffed animal? yep!! rio-oki most recentlyy.

21.) do you like the president? i don't care. politics are stupid

22.) who is the hottest person in the world? i don't kno..

23.) if you could meet any person in the world (dead or alive)? ..ionno

24.) what color are your favorite pair of socks? they've got kitties!!

25.) what brand of shoes do you wear? xhiliration

26.) do you skate board? no but i wanna learn how

27.) what is your favorite video game? err.. halo 2 and naruto 4

28.) what is your favorite book? ionno..

29.) what is the last book you read? ehh.. f451

30.) what is your favorite movie? moulin rouge and my forgetful boyfriend

31.) who is your favorite talk show host? ionno..

32.) what is your least favorite color? yellow

33.) what are you stereo-typed as? ionno... depends on who's doing the stereotyping

34.) what is your favorite past-time? chillin with ..people

35.) where is your remote for your TV? ionno...

36.) what is the last thing you ate? gum if that counts

37.) are you watching TV right now? no..

38.) what is your favorite website? ionno.. .i <3 mai xangurr

39.) what is the weather outside now? uber foggieee

40.) do you like pudding? chocolate kindd

41.) what kind of shampoo do you use? like, fiddy billion gazillion kinds

42.) is your hair long or short? long

43.) what was the last movie you saw in theaters? chronicles of narniaa

44.) do you smoke ciggarettes? no

45.) how long was the longest realationship you ever had? 2 months

46.) when is the last time you cried? prolly a few nights ago

47.) do you talk about your friends behind their back? sometimes but not to make them seem bad or anything, just because i complain too much

48.) have you ever been to a concert before? yeah

49.) whats the bravest thing you ever did? throw a party for myself!! haha complicated

50.) do you give to charity? not realli

51.) do you love someone more than you love yourself? yepa

52.) have you ever had your heart broken? yepa

53.) whens the last time you threw up? i threw down a couple nights ago.

54.) what color are you fingernails? black

55.) what time did you go to bed last night? 1

56.) what is your favorite word? ankita!! help me!! well ionno... err prolly like.. iono.. qing wa!! err sirena... ionno

57.) what kind of music do your parents listen to? oldd stuff

58.) have you ever lost a friend over something that was the most stupid thing that ever took place? not yet and i hope not to

59.) what is your favorite animal? chinchilla!!

60.) do you want to be different? i want to be an 'individual' but i dont go out of my way to be

61.) do you have a special talent? haha no

62.) what is the most painful thing you have ever expirenced? ...ionno...

63.) what was your past weekend like? it was goodd.. well not so much the weekend, but the break was good

64.) when was the last time you hooked up with someone? hooked up or had a relationship with?

65.) does anyone like you right now? ahh all 8 of them!!

66.) do you like hugs or kisses better? both!! but sometimes an occasional person might cross by that i might not want a kiss from

67.) how are you feeling right now? im bored and pissed and tired and "doing homework"

68.) what are your plans for this weekend? i wanna go places!! but i'll have to see if my mommy lets me.. stupid mothers and fathers. die die die die

69.) when was the last time you went shopping? ehh.. couple weeks ago with will sara sirena timmy rebecca and someone else.. lol rebecca

70.) what was the last compliment you recieved from someone? ionno.. if i could remember i most likely wouldn't say it though

71.) do you get on the computer a lot? fo deff-

72.) what are the most important posessions you have? well i dont want to be reb saunders, but my friends. l.o.v.e. and then ipods and cell phones are pretty high up there

top 8 survey

who is on your top 8?

1. Tyler

2. Kat

3. Sara

4. Paul

5. Alli

6. Morgan

7. John

8. Reeth

Is there a specific order or are they just random? bothish.

Has anyone on your top 8 ever went out? with other people yes, with anyone else on the list no

[Person One]

a. How long have you known this person? since the beginning of the yearr

b. Do you go to the same school as him/her? thank goodness!

c. Where does this person live? aviary ridge

d. What is one prank you pulled on this person? i don't think i ever have.. not a prank person, i am

e. Is this person your best friend? definitely-- maybee moree.... XP

[Person TWO]

a. Is this person older than 15? yeap

b. Have you done anything illegal with this person? noprr

c. Where did you meet this person? 5th grade!!

d. When is that last time you guys talked? the end of school

e. What is this person's stereotype? ionno... typical orch dork

[PERSON THREE]

a. when was the last time you saw this person? like an hour ago

b. how often do you talk to him/her on the phone? soo freaking much

c. Does he/she have any siblings? yep

d. What school does this person go to? chattahoochee

e. Do you think this person is athletic? i think so

[person four]

a. Why is this person your friend? because he's simply amazing!! and because we had friends that were friends

b. Who is this person's best friend? um...

c. What is something you want to know about this person? umm...

d. Would you trust this person with your life? err... no

e. have u ever been in a relationship with this person? ::gasp::

[Person Five]

a. Are you in any classes with this person? ee just orch now!!

b. What is this person's favorite color? blue and purple i think!

c. What type of clothes does this person wear? like, american eagle, aeropostale, stuff like that.

d. Where does this person shop? the mall?

e. Have you been to his/her house? yep!!

[Person Six]

a. What is your favorite thing about this person? she's my ho!!

b. What is this person's hobbies? ionno... drama artsy stuff

c. Does this person have a 4.0 GPA? doubt it

d. How about a 3.5? maybe

e. How long do you want to stay in touch with this person? fo eva n eva

[PERSON seven]

a. Do you know this persons parents? i can recognize his mom .. thats about it

b. What is one thing this person taught you? oh.. like everything...

c. One thing you taught them? idon't know.. ask him! cause i wanna know too!!

d. What ethnicity is this person? italiano!!

e. What is this person's initials? jvr

[person EIGHT]

a. If you could change one thing about him/her? make them have more classes with me!!

c. Have you ever broke this person's heart? what happened to b.? but i don't think i have...

d. How old was this perosn when you first met? like 14 or somethingg

e. what day is this person's birthday? err.. october something i think

1. Do you like having a top 8? sure

2. which pair would make the cutest couple? err.. none of them

3. Would 1 and 4 make a good couple? hahahahhahano

4. 8 and 3? er no

5. 2 and 6? er no

6. Do you have a crush on any of your top 8? just maybe.. because one isn't my boyfriend or anything...

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
Written by a guy. After years of experience.

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, priviledge and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

i want a guy who I can talk to about anything.
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings and sticky hands
who can wrestle with me & let me win.
who says i love you & means it
who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow
who calls unexpectantly at random times
who will have many inside jokes with me & remember each one
a boy who n o t i c e s girls haircuts
who realizes that girls say things but dont mean them.

who I can go swimming with on hot days
who can tell me his problems & let me help
who will listen to me talk about the new nail polish I got
who will bring me seashells from the beach
who will let me beat him up when I get angry
who draws pictures & slips them gently in my locker slot
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deep eyes that can see through faces into depths
who wears baseball hats & lets me wear his too
who gives me his t-shirt to change into & not expect to get it back
who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume, & the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my daddys hand & look my mother in the eye
who will call me by my full name, first, middle, & last.
a boy who will kiss me
and tell me Im pretty
who will let me cry to him
who will squeeze my hips just right from behind
who surprises me
who compliments my manicure
and plays with my hair
who knows when I have a math test
or when I fail one.
a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower
who wears cologne that I can subtly smell when leaning on his shoulder
who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold

reposted. the truest stuff here. all girls that agree say whoopdeedoo!

SARINA PARIS lyrics

*Main Facts ..*
Name	emily
Birthdate	1o.o1.91
Birthplace	georgiaa
Current place	georgiaa
Eye color	chocolatee
Hair color	orangey browny blacky
Height	5'3.5
Your weakness	cute little kids, gum, love, sweetness
Your fears	ee!! losing certain people!!
The best pizza	mushroom olive pineapple ham
How many animals do you have	none-
*Whats your favorite ..*
Kind of music	pop, alt. rock, techno, dance
Drink/soda	strawberry or watermelon bubble tea!
Band	evanescence
Food	strawberry or watermelon bubble tea!
Color	black n red
Instument	violin, guitar, piano
Sport	nonee.. well.. dance
Kind of animal	chinchilla!
Feature on a guy/girl	hrm.. taller than meh!
Fruit	so manii!! mango avacado grapes apple asian pear starfruit pomegranate passion fruit watermelon strawberry soo many!!
Movie	moulin rouge and my forgetful boyfriend
Tv show	what i like about you
Skateboard company	err..
Shoe company	xhiliration
Candy	ee!! so many!! but i like skittles! and my hi-chew asianness!!
*have you ..*
Rode on a train	yep
Rode on a bus	yep
Flown in a plane	yep
Ridden in a taxi	nope
Been hit by a car	nope
Made out	by this point, who hasn't?
Given a hickey	yep
Licked someone's foot	nope
Eaten something that shouldnt have been eaten	yep
Had stitches	nope
Had a broken bone	nope
Wore your clothes inside out for no reason	nope
Gone streaking	nope
Went skinny dipping	nope
Thought about harming yourself	yep
Had thoughts about suicide	yep
Wanted to commit suicide	yep
Been in love	yep
Have that someone love you back	yep
Been into a fight over your bf/ gf/ friend	nope but i've had one over me
Been in a moshpitt	almost!
Been drunk	nope
Been high	nope
Wanted to kill someone	yep
Met a famous person(actor/band member)	yep
Made out under the stars	i wish!
Been around the world	nope
*This or that ..*
pepsi or coke	coke
chocolate or vanilla	chocolate
rap or heavy metal	neither
harcore or laid back	laid back
Marilyn Manson or Usher	marilyn manson
skateboard or rollerblade	rollerblade
fancy returant or burgerking	depends on with who
pepperoni or meatballs	pepperonie
rock concert or jazz fest	rock concert
Green Day or The Killers	green day
oranges or bananas	bananas
random or common	random
piercings or not	piercings
fire or water	both
neck tie or bow tie	neck
silver or gold	silver
*would you ..*
go skydiving if your crush/ bf/ gf asked you	yep
eat a bucket of worms to go on tour with your favorite band	yep
cheat on your bf/ gf if you caught them cheating	nope
cry or get mad if you caught your bf/ gf cheating	yep
*Your favorte ___ in boy/girl*
Eye color	deep blue, light blue, greenish, hazel
Hair color	brown
Height	taller than me
Sport they play/do	don't care
Type clothes they wear	just be cute! as long as you're not being too tacky, i love ya
Music they listen to	anything
Place where they hang out most of the time	be able to work around my restrictions, but i want a guy to take me shopping!
Should your bf/ gf drink	yes but i prefer they not get drunk
Should your bf/ gf smoke	nope
Should your bf/ gf have a reputation of cheating on their past bf/ gf	i hope not
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